So tired

I felt tired today.

The light in me fades away these days

As if the cold winds draws it out of me.

I feel tired tonight

I felt tired yesterday

The loneliness called after me

But I wasn't home for it

I felt tired last night

I will feel tired tomorrow

As another day of nothingness pass by.

As another day of heartache tease me.

I will feel tired tomorrow night

I can't stop feeling the pain through the cracks in my soul.

I miss you

I thought of you today

I thought long and hard

I thought about our good and bad times.

I missed you today

I missed what we had

I missed your presence

I felt a pain today

I felt a terrifying loss

I felt a insight I didn't want

Even though I want to tell you this

Even though I can't tell you this

One thing are for sure

You will never leave my heart.