I don't hate you

I can't seem to care enough

I seem to care to much

It cannot be right

I seem to be to qiuet

I seem to speak to much

Am I really that stupid?

I don't hate you they all say;

I just hate everything you are.

I can't seem to fit in

I seem to fit in to much

Where should I be?

I seem to think wrong

I seem to be unable to think myself

Am I really that empty?

I don't hate you they all say;

I just hate who you are

When will I be right?

Whatever doesn't kill you will leave a scar

Whatever doesn't kill you will leave a scar.

A scar that will add to the pain next time.

A scar that will be one among others.

It will remind you of what happened in the past

It will remind you of how bad you are.

All the mistake you do over and over

All the things you wanna do but can't

But didn't you know? Everthing are your fault.

Yeah, whatever doesn't kill you will leave a scar

But life doesn't really care and keep on cutting.

Mistakes vs success

I look over my shoulder and see what's been

I see all the mistakes I do, all the successes

But the succeses get shadowed by the mistakes.

They are such a big part of life

Why is that so?

Why do I have to care of the mistakes like a baby?

Why are they waiting there for my weak moments?

Yes I look back and all I see are the trampled roses

A beautiful rose far away are in the blind spot...

Yeah the bad are bigger than the good.