What's family for

My fingers stroke the balcony

As I arrive into the night

My mind and soul is at peace

As I come to be with you

I have come to show my love

And I know that you will show yours

Because I know... not matter what

Our bond will never break

You are my family

And that is all I really need.

So bear that with you

As you stroke the balcony

When you go to welcome a new day

For hope and love will follow you

As well as despair and pain

But keep this in your heart:

I will always be there to ease you pain

and to praise your joy.

A walk in the past

She walked past the glory and past the pain

All to find nothing, nothing at all

All that had been, all that were, had been turned to dust.

Crying she tried to grip with her numb hands

Only to feel how the wind stole the last grain of hope.

She ran through the light and through the night

Without seeing, without seeing the beauty.

The beauty that once were, were hidden from her

As she grew blind for every dark sin she made

And the tears became her only blessing of her life.

She felt the cold striking her and felt the warmth blaming her

As she crawled up, crawled up from the pit

The sunshine dazzle her while the cold chilled her.

The tears slowly dried as she kept crawling

And the stream of life poured into her soul

So she realized that she still had a chance...

The hours of self-blaming...

As the night draw near I can feel it

Feel how I am growing tired

And yet I know, I won't sleep

My head will rest on the pillow

As my mind and thought awakens

Everything I don't want near

Everything I don't want to feel

Will invite me to dance

Round and round in swirls

Making my body and soul restless

And finally I fall asleep after yet another night of blame.